Anime from this time just had much better color direction than we do now. I am convinced they simply do not hire artists to make anime anymore

It's called sepia and it's very warm OP, I would like to watch R.O.D. too

perhaps.

>>1560 Of course they don't! ChatGPT does it now!

clevatess is currently airing show heavily inspired by 90s style

>>319 Certain games, anime, etc have the pure otaku essence that can't be replicated today

>>319 it's good

>>319 because most of us were konata's age when lucky star aired and we could relate to her, then nostalgia took over modern weebs who got into anime recently don't care about lucky star

they're cute :3

>>1477 Not me. I was 11.

>>9993 well off the top of my head i would say look for jobs at libraries, museums, colleges, or city offices as a library/archives/records assistant of some kind. the bar to entry is low, and the environment is pretty low pressure. absolutely avoid fast food and avoid retail unless it's somewhere quiet and niche like a local bookstore or something. perhaps less preferable but still doable is stocking shelves at any kind of store. if you give me some specifics as well as what country you're in i may be able to help more.

>>10007 yeah, anon is right, retail is hell i know some who was a bookkeeper/accountant straight out of college and he's doing well heard stocking boxes for distribution was quite comfy as well, don't do data entry good luck anon!

>>9988 Security guard is the ultimate comfy NEET job.

>>10491 Absolutely true, if you get the right site. I mostly just read, study, and watch anime with little actual work to be done.

>>9988 I have a NEET job with a high entry barrier. I'm mission essential and just babysit the other crew and make sure pc's work

>>244 Literally most of the Karaoke songs in the Yakuza games. Today is a Diamond has some sad lyrics

I downloaded the Vita port of Deemo sometime around 2015 and fell in love Mili for a good while. Miracle Milk and Millennium Mother were up there for some of my most anticipated albums during the years they came out. And while I'm happy for them that they got famous and get a lot of work these days, like any good hipster, I miss the feel of those first three albums quite a bit.

>>1620 Oh my goodness I remember Deemo! I remember pirating it on an old ass Samsung like 10 years ago. Wow that takes me back lol.

>>1618 god the yakuza franchise is such a godsend

>>1624 So real. I had no idea what peak was in front of me when I bought Yakuza 0 on pc for 20 bucks

39chan is making one of their characters under Hikari, which made me think of this: how bad of an idea would it be to get a bunch of imageboards together to draw on a certain claimed area of the map? >>10249 I mean someone drew Hikakin near the Nanachi so it's probably another Japanese celeb.

>>10150 how did you get the image to overlay over the map like that

>>10315 Blue marble extension. See >>10131

Maybe we should check the Hikari every once in a while. She's surrounded by vandalized asian men. The 39chan drawing was also vandalized today before it was restored, and who says she won't be next.

they drew a yellow line around it

>>10484 I hope drinking doesn't mess with your metabolism much after working out. Wanna make sure you're getting the most out of your gains!

Where are the horse posters coming from

>>10486 Hey I'm not sure but I enjoy our horse NEIGHbor(s)

>>10482 thx. im merely being. (even though absolute fuckery happened two days ago) im quite calm, keeping stability n silence n generally chilling right now w the web. (n pls no further inquiry.)

>>10482 Went to buy a wallet and recharge my SIM. Now waiting to get a soldering kit

>>1619 some people compares the games graphics to garry's mod

>>1619 Because they hired incompetent people and all they care about is money. Anyone that graduated with a CS degree after about 2008 can't deal with custom engines.

I tried it once, had no idea what I was doing but my dad was really good at it.

>>10198 yup it was fun >>10199 seen this too. all boomers have a buff in their ability to play it

In high school I had a pool table in our garage. We fixed the garage up as a hang out spot and a bunch of friends would show up every weekend and sometimes everyday. I'd wake up in the afternoon and there would already be a party going in our hour. We played a lot of pool and I got very good at it. I could make really hard bank shots, was really good at english and could do trick shots. But I stopped playing years ago and now I suck compared to how good I was back then. So it's kind of frustrating to play. Pool isn't that hard. It's all angles and putting spin on the cue ball. You just have to play a lot and get a feel for it. We played a lot of 9 ball usually with 5-6 people. My friend's neighbor was really good at pool and let us hang out in his shop where he had a table. He stayed out there most nights because his wife was addicted to the internet/computer. He had a bunch of friends that were pool sharks. We learned a lot playing with them. They were so good that if you missed on your turn you were likely not getting another shot for 20+ minutes. Sometimes we'd have 8 people playing one game. Since we were young they didn't play for money when they played with us. They just practiced their game. They'd all go to pool halls and play for money. They took us a couple of times and I won a few games. I lost a lot too. The pool hall was really cool they had tons of tables and a bunch of 9 foot tables. You wouldn't think it'd make much difference but that extra foot really makes things much harder. I loved playing on those tables. They let you smoke and drink inside. You could bring your own liquor and everything. There aren't any pool halls here anymore now. When our state passed the no smoking inside law most of them closed up within a year. I think they're closing up most everywhere now. Young people don't go to them. When I went I was by far the youngest person there. Most people were 40+ years old and a lot of elderly guys. I think the pool hall sub-culture is dying off.

>>10465 pool halls are terrifying i'd reckon people lose lots there to boomers >no smoking inside law grim, the people still remains must've had fun seeing new people come in though

>>10474 Back when I went to pool halls in high school the pool hall was a really smoky place. It looked like a fog bank in there. Same goes for the arcade. The only place I know of where people still play pool in public are some local bars. I've played a few games for money but never like in the pool halls. In the pool halls they played a lot of 9 ball and rotation. Rotation is really hard game and you can lose a lot of money fast. They also played a lot of 7-ball which is a lesser known variation of 9-ball. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seven-ball Really hard game to play if you aren't already really good.

>This way some random website can grab everything in my home folder like my ssh keys. I meant they can't of course. Not sure why I randomly miss keys when I type these days. I really miss old Opera. It was great back in the day. I've tried a lot of text browsers but the modern web is so messed up you're mostly stuck with either Google or Mozilla's engine. I don't trust Google so I end up Mozilla's but modern mozilla is just as bad. The issue is we don't have real standards anymore. Google controls the W3C and they just randomly make up stuff to add to HTTP. HTTP is really screwed up now. Forcing everyone on to HTTPS made it much harder to run a website and the keys+encryption do not matter in practice. Since you have to get the key from an authority and everyone routes stuff through things like cloudflare. You hand over the keys so they can see all the data flowing through their servers in plain text. They've even started to modify it in-route. Which is a big no-no. It's possible to have anti-ddos without a big provider like cloudflare but it's a pain to setup. You have to buy multiple VPSs or servers and hide you real website behind them. It used to not be like this. It used to be very easy to put a website up on HTTP. Most data on HTTP doesn't really need to be encrypted. Even interactive stuff like imageboads and forums. HTTP/Web was supposed to be a library not what we've hacked it into. We should have had other protocols for interactive things. Something like IRC but for non-real time discussion. Another protocol for gaming. A different protocol for everything. Then HTTP could have been what it was supposed to be: A static library of information where anyone could put up a page cheaply with little issues. Without worrying about being ddos'ed by the mafia and forced into using their server as a middle man. javashit wasn't supposed to be used for most of what we're using it for. We could have something so much better that was really free. We should be able to host all our personal stuff on home servers that other people could access. Instead we've allowed everything to be centralized. So now bad people are snooping and reading all the data we produce and they're trying to prevent us from having open discourse. Having used a bunch of browser I think firefox is still your best bet. You have to modify the CSS style sheet to your liking and install a bunch of add-ons. But once you've got like that it's pretty good. At least until they push an update and break your style sheet. Usually it isn't hard to fix what they broke. I run vimum add-on with mine. So I can scroll with hjkl and do most other things by hitting a key. Works pretty good most of the time. I also have sidebar tabs that collapse. They recently added that to the browser but I disable it and use sideberry. I block all javashit by default with NoScript and I have uBlock installed too of course. It's still blocking all the ads for sites like youtube. Google tries to break youtube all of the time for firefox users. It's sometime a pain but still bearable. I mostly use yt-dlp+mpv these days when I can. What I hate most about the modern web is having to enable third party javashit on a lot of websites to get the content to load. There is no excuse for how people code websites these days. The text and images on the page should work without needing javashit and the test should use my system font. So many websites want to send 20+MB of javashit just to load a basic page with text. It's ridiculous. That's why I can get by with just using text browsers anymore. I really miss how the internet was pre 2012 or so.

I've been using Tor Browser more than a decade with scripts disabled. You can do that nowadays by setting the default security level to "safest" through the shield icon in the browser bar. I don't really know what else is out there but this is what I use, and this is what I recommend everyone else to use as well.

I've been using Tor Browser more than a decade with scripts disabled. You can do that nowadays by setting the default security level to "safest" through the shield icon in the browser bar. I don't really know what else is out there but this is what I use, and this is what I recommend everyone else to use as well.

>>1661 >>1662 Thanks for the insight hikarin. I agree that Firefox is generally the best bet to be usable on the modern web, but it's nice to dream about a less shitty version of the modern web sometimes. Sucks that Pale Moon threw away their credibility to be furry spergs. A bit unrelated, but do you have much experience with alternative webs? Things like Gopher, Gemini, Freenet, IPFS, etc? I like the idea of them and absolutely see the appeal but from my (limited) experience they're a bit too niche and often too limited to have much content. My idealistic cope fever dream is all the people of the "dissident web" (for lack of a better term) who use IRC and altchans and such to migrate off the clearweb into some sort of alternative internet protocol(s) but I know that will not happen.

>>1666 I've been using gopher since before http took off. It's pretty nice. But hardly anyone hosts content on it. Freenet I've tried but I'm not really in a position to say whats on the network. Same for Gemini. Isn't Gemini the one that requires you load javashit and have to host the content of the pages you browse? I can't remember why but I stopped using it. I think it was because of pizza spam. IPFS I really like but the developers refuse to fix basic things about it like the fact that you have to store data in the datastore and on your local HDD. Meaning for every TB you give it you have to have 2TB. There is an option to prevent this but it has been broken for many years. Another big issue with IPFS is it really taxes your router/modem. I was running it for a week and it murdered my LAN. The router got so hot that it was shutting down due to the thousands of requests it was getting a second. The network is really unstable because of that. But I do like the idea in theory. The main issue with it is the developers and their attempts to turn it into yet another crypto scam instead of a real free encrypted network for data. They have many long time bugs they simply refuse to fix. Instead they've been courting big tech companies and trying to get them to use the software. They're going after the tech bro investment money instead of making something for everyone to use for free. Another big problem is new p2p protocols aren't taking off because users refuse to donate bandwidth+space. They're opting to use things like private torrent trackers instead. Which are stupid. I refuse to engage with those people because they're bad actors and don't follow the spirit of hacker ethics. They don't care about the data being free for everyone. All they care about is clout and money.

>>1617 Emacs does not have any of that "inside" of it. It is not a text editor that that fell to scope creep, but instead a Lisp interpreter/VM. As a side effect it provides a fully mutable environment which has resulted in the creation of many Lisp programs, some of these come packaged with Emacs, and the user may run or delete these programs as he sees fit.

>>1625 I love emacs key bindings. I use them for everything. They're faster once you get the hang of it and move ctrl to CAPS. I can't stand modal editing. I use vi fairly often but I avoid it and use emacs whenever possible. Emacs has become my entire OS for the most part. I only leave it to use Firefox and a couple of other applications. If I can do something in Emacs I try to. I made a manga reader for it in about 20 lines of lisp because the one I was using was so annoying and pulled it so many other things. I was using emacs as my window manager for a long time. It was okay. But had some quirks I didn't want to live with. So now I'm back on dwm with emacs loading as a daemon when I log-in. It's pretty comfy.

>>1660 If you ever want a simple in and out vi-like experience in the terminal but emacs style, you might enjoy mg. I use that when I want super user privileges without having to use TRAMP.

ee and nano

>>1665 Yeah mg is part of my OS I use it pretty often. I only use vi on remote machines where I can't install software.

>>10470 >homophobia

>>10462 how much are you gonna pay me? >>10467 waow.... real fizeek (real).... i kneel buffarin

>>10467 op this is haram

>>10472 about tree fiddy

>>10475 But this isn't? >>10469

>>10327 no matter what era or year we are, whether 10th century or 10bc, ARCHIVAL as we've come to see now is always important, even though every single time it never really looks that very important in the moment people were living. also OP i heard classical chinese is very different than the current chinese care to elucidate if you know anything about that

>>10327 Chinese mythology is extremely interesting, I forgot their name but there's an entire group of people that claim to be descendants of Houyi, a guy that shot down every sun except for the one we still have today.

>>10344 The Geija, they're related to Miao . and the Hmong which is super cool . They have a festival on the Lunar month too. >>10336 Definitely. Archival is forgotten so often but it's the backbone of everything I don't know much about Classical, but this (in)famous poem is written in it: http://www.fa-kuan.muc.de/SHISHI.RXML I think SUPER old chinese didn't have tones too. And there're lots of scarcely used characters in classical, but most sentences are apparently short and sweet.

>>10327 I've spent some time reading Chinese history, mostly because i caught a Romance of the Three Kingdoms addiction from playing Dynasty Warriors like 15 years ago. I'm a little drunk right now so I don't have anything particularly coherent in mind, but the way a certain author remarked on Cao Cao as a military adventurer was really charming to me, I guess it kind of catches the absolute post-apocalypse that the Han experienced after the collapse of central authority.

>>10112 UK and the US for now from what I've seen

>>10084 Soo there will there be a tor mirror of hikari3 right???????? Right?????

Has anybody here been affected by this?

>>10136 One of my accounts got hit with it. I made it last year. So far my old ones haven't gotten it.

>>10112 brazil's getting it too now...

HolyC

>>424 I want to learn Racket. It's sound so fun to craft your own meta-language I don't know what I'd use it for tho...

Not fluent, but I've made "projects" in Lua for making mods in Garry's Mod, though I am just recently learning Python in college. I've made way too many disappointing attempts in trying to learn Python or any other programming languages prior to college, during high school. I just hope college motivates me to be better, because it really sucks being lazy, I'm trying to break away from the habit.

C++ since you can do RAII and make the memory work for you or you can have free control to do all the memory management yourself like C style. Wide range of control and architecture you can have in C++ makes me love it.

Mostly C, various lisp dialects and sh scripting. I use lisp more and more each year. Trying to slowly work my way down the stack and make everything lisp when possible. I'm frustrated though because I'm using 3 lisp dialects right now and I'd prefer to use just one.

>>455 Madoka, ep. 8. Have seen it a dozen times and it never fails to draw tears.

>>455 Not to necrobump but DanDaDan Episode 7...

Uma Musume S2 had me crying nearly every episode.

Most of the manga I've read are comedy and slice of life. But one manga that made me cry A LOT (especially at the end) was Girl's Last Tour. That final line about "the happiest and the least happy person in the world" just broke my heart.

>>1662 SOL slop

I think the new one looks cooler

my fortune is ass mannnnnnnnn

Sometimes just having a new set of eyes or hands on it makes it work itself out. As an IT Specialist I know that happens alot

greentext storying on my hikari chan?

honestly, I didn't think it'd actually work

>>10257 atp i just shut it down and switch it on again

Best answer I got for ya was Teto's Synth V bank. Very much so worth my money.

>>10375 I wanna put my baguette in her V bank

>>10377 I could take all of triple baka at the same time

>>10365 rin forever >>10372 same i feel like i've only seen her recently

utau teto is handholdingo

>>10439 Jesus did cannabis right https://allthatsinteresting.com/jesus-miracles-cannabis-oil

>>10431 I'm not Muslim. Those rules do not apply to me.

>>10439 Many Christians may rail against marijuana but there isn't necessarily anything in the Bible against marijuana explicitly. I'm no theologian or spiritual leader but I would guess that as long as you are practicing MODERATION, likely more moderation than is required for alcohol (which too many weed smokers are incapable of), then it's a similar rule to alcohol. Most theological arguments I hear against marijuana is that the frequent usage of such makes you retarded (which is true) and inhibits your ability to pray and foster spiritual connections. Any form of substance addiction or dependence is inherently bad, especially from a Christian perspective. >>10440 This is highly debated, not widely accepted, and should not be taken as fact or necessarily used to prove anything.

>>10440 Also something else to note about this is using cannabis extract in an anointing oil is not NEARLY the same as smoking weed or otherwise ingesting it recreationally.

>>10441 revert to islam nao hikarin

>>343 you will never be romanian

>>353 never claimed to be. i will be reading the Hagakure too even though i'm not nihonjin.

Most recent were Sirens of Titan and Cat's Cradle by Kurt Vonnegut. I am a big fan of his absurdist humor and such well detailed scenes. Absolutely wonderful world building. My mom had may of his books lying around and she would talk about how she used to read them

I recently read Yukio Mishima's Sun and Steel. It's a short but pretty dense read. In some ways I very much agree with the philosophy laid out in it but at the same time I heavily disagree with the conclusions he made. He spends so much time talking about the importance of building up the body and mind and spirit into something greater than the some of its parts, learning through the body what one can't learn with the mind. Thus far I agree and can appreciate his words. But then comes to the conclusion the best way to use it is to piss it away in some vain Icarus-like selfish desire, instead of using his transcendental strengths to affect the world around him or do good work for others. The conclusions he makes almost ventures into Ayn Rand Objectivist territory (I fucking despise Ayn Rand) and overall is just very selfish, immature, and lacks responsibility. It's certainly an interesting read, and there is good wisdom within, but I simply can't agree with his conclusions.

>>357 *sum... whoops

>>10266 I suppose this is why a lot of people make fun of MIT on world2ch?

Guess he couldn't make it into georgia tech ･ω･

I'm a Hikari State University grad

>>10367 That's nothing, I went to University of Hikarin

>>10425 Prove it, there's no way

>>10423

Curious about what Frieren would think about the armpit hikarin who was the 10,000th post

>>10432 Well anon she wouldn't think anything as she's a fictional character who doesn't exist.

>>10433 i think we had a mandela effect happen what it wasnt frierens armpits

>>10434 >hiding armpit kino Low T.

I am a big fan of WarioWare Gold and A Link Between Worlds

Hopefully I can reproduce the conditions that led to happiness tonight

Still no sign of her...

you can only take a glimpse of god sometimes in this mire of pure evil, conserve the memory fondly and be ready to wait years until you can take a bit of happiness again

>>1389 i started watching Non Non Biyori to help me learn nihongonese since it uses pretty simple words and sentences. arigatou ren chon

>>1262 I tried this one and it's been pretty smooth sailing so far. Wish there where more themes but other than that seems perfect.

>>1263 search the top toolbar for a thing called "CTCP replies" might wanna remove the TIME reply since it allows random dudes to learn your timezone!

irssi for cli

What's up with pidgin?

>>1260 i use Hexchat with the Monokai theme. works well enough for me.

>>10222 >facial hair is completely alterable oh really? how come I can't grow a beard then

I've grown quite a bit on my neck. I should try to remove that.

>>10223 cos youre pure soul. pure soul guys usually produce no beard.

>>10223 Guess you're just destined to be a twink or femboy for all eternity, sorry bro

>>10200 A lot. I haven't shaved in nearly three months and I intend to just go homelessmode until further notice

>>10364 Kusosame Marisa

>>10380 Frierens sweaty butt! Imagine the smell...

>>10385 i would drink her sweat

>>10414 Absolutely based and redpilled.

>>10383 marisa's a shark?

I can see my crooked teeth, Hikarin

>>10296 it reflects the feeling in our hearts when you don't smile often enough

>>10388 A smile with teeth will always be nicer than one without. Take care of them and yourself (reposting image from fellow Hikari Teto enjoyer)

I can see my wisdom teeth

>>10417 That's neat, will you have them taken out?

>>985 i have xfinity and can connect to the site fine. perhaps it's just a skill issue...

this is awesome

kewl

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ｷﾀ━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!

Hello

>>10329 OLLEH

Bye.

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koneecheewa

Nvm figured it out. Using handbrake I can rename the audio settings and subtitles as well as make it an mkv

>>1646 Good job. Hikarin must be very smart

>>1650 I can be sometimes

no

horse posting on my hikari chan?

>>10343 Forever and always!

ｷﾀ━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!

>>10363

i see cute art but my luck is average, why?

>>10345 lets change destiny!

>>10346

>>10347

>>10323 Can you blame me when he looked like this?

Idc how straight you are, there is nothing hotter than fem Link

>>10333 GOD! Imagine your face in his ass, sniffing his butthole, while you suck his balls and jerk him off as he moans like a girl while cumming.

ｷﾀ━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!

>>10340 Fascist!

>>10307 ZEUS, GIVE ME ONE DROP OF THAT SWEET FRIEREN ARMPIT NECTAR AND MY LIFE IS YOURS!!!

>>10302 IMAGINE a website that either asks you for your registration OR makes you wait 300sec vpnless merely to post a single shitpost. gross, the internet has become quite gross.

>>10306 post 10000 on /en/ was an armpit post i think

>>10319 >>10000 let's find out

>>10320 dang it really was one

>>10285 Squirtistics?

>>10285 I'm not familiar with the process, how does being an adult woman make the diagnosis harder?

>>10291 most diagnosis are on male babies it's generally hard for an adult to set up a diagnosis for themself and particularly hard if that adult is a woman.

more diagnoses are done for little boys. it used to only be thought of as a boy's illness.

>>10301 isn't this similar for adhd as well

Finished the Survivor trilogy about 5 months ago . Shadow of the Tomb Raider was not fun at all, felt like a chore; I decided to keep on playing just to finish the trilogy .

I took this screenshot yesterday and then remembered this thread existed

Left 4 Dead artstyle still holds up

very flustered Estelle Bright

Yakuza member heavy gunfight against cops

In the mesh radio world there is LXMF, which is built on the Reticulum Network Stack. The two apps you can use with it is Sideband for mobile and Meshchat for desktop (it comes with a NomadNet browser too - a pretty comfy web alternative built on LXMF). If you can't reach a destination, it will store the message on a procoolation node nearby or of your choosing then send it to the destination once it's available. Keep in mind every single packet on Reticulum is encrypted so node operators won't be able to read anything. Reticulum is way too autistic for normalfags right now, even more than TOR/I2P so I haven't tried it in the real world yet, though I want to set up my own LoRa node in my area and get my friends to set up their own, that way I don't have to use the internet at all.

>>1652 fuck wordfilter can't even say "prop0gation"

hordes.io

https://adarkroom.doublespeakgames.com/ I can't remember where I found it, but it's fun. Really enjoyed the very simplicity of the gameplay. Would recommend.

https://opuslegacy.itch.io/play-catastrophe-crow

>>755 it sure would be nice if anons enjoyed a game of mine and shared it on hikari3, unfortunately I am a complete failure who can only create tools of destruction with the wisdom of the ones who lived before me.

this game was a solid 2 hours of fun. It's basically a full metriodvania game https://pinpan.itch.io/meatball-the-mite

>>10254 Please don't leave dishes in your room. They are the absolute worst thing to leave in there, Not to sound like your mother lol but I'm proud of you hikarin!

>>10255 i second this. out of anything, dirty dishes are some of the worst. they smell bad, grow mold/bacteria, and attract bugs. if nothing else, make sure you take care of your dishes and clean your sheets regularly!

>>10228 I'm awake at 3am!

>>10276 11am here, didn't sleep

I slept too long

>>1482 I first watched LoveCom in my native language on TV, so when I rewatch it I usually look for that dub.

I prefer watching Howl's Moving Castle, Steamboy, and Hellsing Ultimate in the English dub, because they are set in an English speaking language (except for Howl's Moving Castle, it's probably influenced).

I usually prefer to watch Hetalia dubbed. Its way funnier in English but I didn't learn shit.

I would have to say Trigun and Yu Yu Hakusho. The dubs are outstanding and I cant bring myself to watch the subbed of either. Those two and Dragon Ball

cromartie high was my childhood show i watched first in english so it fits more for me, but if i only saw it for the first time today i wouldnt give the dub a chance

>>10270 but here we are Crucified upon this Cross ("my puny life") on the Hill of Golgotha( which means skull) (on our own "head": hinting at Imagination which is Jesus) we decide things based on faggy "realness" (animal instinct compels), and we TRY to "manifest" but we always still see imagination as "less real" than this faggy Shadow world, thus the failure. No, even the very concept of "manifesting" is faulty, because "manifesting" presupposed that "i want to make what i 'MERELY' imagine into ""Reality"" cos imagination is just that and this tiring world is where realness and MEANING is", FALSE well fucking guess what it fails because you already decided that that imaginary scene you keep having are just a MEANS to something else and not an END to itself! When u do your scene and u come out u have to UNDERSTAND the scene is REAL and not "uhh i just SATS, i hope it happens soon" no it's already there it's already happened there! It's there! TO GOD IT'S ALL "REAL"!(thus nothing "is".) TO GOD EVERY SCENE THAT EXISTS IN INFINITY IS ALREADY RIGHT THERE SITTING! Act the same, u Crucified boy! u ARE satisfied there. and when u open your eyes u don't have to SEE it anymore! GOD doesn't care if things happen or not in this Corpse World of Shadows because he already has it all, but u search again and again in this corpse shadow world u miss the point, miss the mark, "Sin"! Jesus (Imagination) is the refuge (not just refuge, but even your pre-birth and after-death REALITY) of your sorry crucified puny self! "Realness" doesn't matter, it's just temporary self-trick of Demiurge (your blinded self right now). when u "IMAGINE", it actually IS! because you're the "I AM", always, forever! If you don't have something, you 'will not have it'. If you have something, you 'will have it'! But you actually have it! The joke is since the beginning you've always already had it all, Jesus!

>>10270 how does this in any way affect us beings who must interact with the shared experience and be subject to pain in order to sustain our lives?

>>10271 In all honesty.

Thank you for your kind gesture hikarin

<3 <3 <3 thank you hikarin I really do

thank you fellow user

i dont hug hikarin

>>427 By sitting down and coding. Learn by reading and doing

>>427 I am having some of the same problems but am just trying to do projects on topics I am interested in. FOr instance I am making an IRC client in c++.

>>427 I'm also struggling with my attention span, most likely because I lack self-discipline and just lazy overall , what programming language are you learning? I'm being taught Python, HTML, CSS, and possibly javashit in college right now.

I learned by making my own neocities website. That I still need to change over.

>>10165 I think I fucked it up again by taking a huge fat nap.

>>10184 A slip up here and there's okay, you just gotta persevere. I believe in you hikarin!

>>10184 dont worry i just fucked mine up too haha

>>10184 False alarm. I been waking up at 7AM and sleeping at around 12AM instead. In fact I will go to bed now, things have been going great. The next thing I need to work on is leaving the house more

The strategy is to sleep just enough to not be tired the entire day but also be tired at a better time. Like I slept at 5AM, and forced myself to wake up at 10AM and I felt fine for the day but I felt tired at around 10PM. Before, I'd try to pull an all nighter and sleep at a better time the next day but I always end up taking random fat naps instead of a proper sleep. I feel like this only works for me when I have to go out the next day and be active since I think it's harder to feel tired during that, but I spend most of my days indoors in my room.

I break it with my sheer strength. I am a... man.

>>10210 where are you on the catman to dogman scale?

im more of a lizard myself