>>9233 thank you, i went up and did it last exam done. it's hard to fake confidence, but that's because i'm trying too hard to mask. everyone was like, "say whatever", or "do your best to seem cool", or "whatever you do, don't stop talking" and i think that stressed me out... so i just answered every question the way i felt right. so with maybe three words. better than crashing out in front of the teachers... whatever. what's done is done, a pass is a pass. fuck it we ball

GUESS WHO PASSED!!!! GUESS WHO JUST GRADUATED!!!!!!

>>9249 hikarins are inherently smart

>>9270 born to think

>>9249 good job hikarin smarties on my hikarin chan!!!

what does it say

>>9269 "I'd appreciate if you'd graciously rest" From hisouten, one of the quotes for remilia

>>9255 i did not do it for you sake, understood, freak?

hah, it's winter where i live

>>9256 Proof I'm a freak?

>>9260 because i said so

its winter here nice and chilly

>>9175 yeah honestly it's really weird and offputting. taken too far and shits up any thread it's started in.

though i like to make related jokes (in a light form) once in a while, i have to agree with OP. take anything too far and it stops being fun. people need to learn some basic humor principles or something

femboys are the scourge of any male community

>>9257 yeaaah

>>9219 yeah we will i got so cooked

>>9223 tell me what happened we can figure it out

>>9224 well the good news is i'll pass, the bad news is my social anxiety is acting up so badly now that i barely feel like i can take the last exam. the only reason i pass in the first place is because my written grades are straight As and Bs. but whatever i do, i'll always feel as ready as i do now... so i might as well take the exam now. i think i hold too high expectations of myself... i'll pass, whether i embarrass myself or not. let's just hope i'll get a D maybe in the oral exams... that way i won't feel too shit about myself...

>oral exams

>>9226 I'M SCARED!!! TAKE MY EXAM FOR ME PLEASEEE...

that looks pretty good good job

>>9207 thank you!!

>>9193 i wish, but i am fucked even without medication

>>9193 i remember hoping i'd get medicated and then i got adhd meds and became fucking miserable now i just stick to caffeine man.. i don't even wanna know how i'd be like on antidepressants when i'm already awfully numb and unmotivated...

>>9195 if you aren't actively struggling with things like self harm or suicidal thoughts then i'd be skeptical of medication. i'm not saying to avoid them, i'm no doctor, but in my experience they're best for stabilizing you so you don't off yourself. i think things like proper sleep, proper diet, exercise, socialization, having fulfilling pastimes, etc are much more long-term solutions. remember that it takes a lot of small steps to travel long distances. praying for you hikarins.

>>9196 yeah i defo agree with that.. i do struggle with self harm but i think there's a different origin to that than depression, at least for me. i don't think i have the "classic" type of depression, if that makes sense? i do have depressive episodes, but i generally have an unstable mood. can go in the other direction too. i don't know, i might have bipolar.. or cptsd. i don't know. i'm not looking for advice or armchair diagnoses, i'm just thinking out loud. i should ask my psych at my next appointment... hoping though. never stop trying hikarins... there's awesomes in life if you know where to look for them

>>9190 I've been feeling like this recently too

>>9178 Give the games a try. You can start with Touhou 6 or Touhou 7, since 5 and earlier are for the PC-98 machines and require emulation (though you can start with those too if you want). For PC-98 I use DOXBox-X. Best PC98 games are definitely Touhou 4 and 5.

>>9187 https://en.touhouwiki.net/wiki/Touhou_Wiki has all the information you could ask for The older Touhou games are not on steam and so you would have to order the game CD. You can find them on Moriya Shrine too Also, most Touhou games are actually fangames since the Touhou licensing allows for commercial use of fanmade content. The only official Touhou media is in the wiki I sent above

Zun still dominates the web 30 years after

>>9187 i'll take a look, thank you my goat emulation is not a problem for me so i might look at the older games as well

>>9178 start with the pc-98 games they're very easy to emulate. don't start with 6 you need to build your way up https://nyaa.si/view/1743332

>>9098 It's been almost 4 years since the last time i ate cereal Moved out of my homeland to go live in another country, and i kid you not; i havent found cereal boxes being sold ANYWHERE

tried half water half milk with oatmeal to save money and it wasnt as nice, so i dare not risk having it will 100% water (not really cereal but kind of related)

>>9148 oats are a cereal in the more archaic use of the word so it still counts

cereal is sugary mothingness for children. avoid that shit if you're a grown adult

>>9132 Are you the same person from the textboard? I answered your thread, you said posting was banned in your country?

>>9104 go ahead!

>>9106 noooo

what do I pick if I don't want sex but I do want mutual hikarin fondling?

>>9111 this poll specifically isn't about fondling, but "N-not for your sake!" should do!

I am so happy with the results of this poll, hikarins!