Fuck my life
I get so embarassed when I try to interact with people like a normal person. I just finished talking to a person that is in the same building as me and im so freaking autistic it left me feeling embarassed afterwards even though this is good for me and social skills are learned. Normies scare me.
>>10525
Tbf interacting with neighbors/individuals like that is the most socially awkward thing even for social butterflies. I'm glad you're working on your social skills hikarin!
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>>10530 stable relationships are overrated
I despise my ragweed allergy so much. I was coughing all the way home and it really felt like it was it for me. I was fucking done for lol.
>>10522
Poor Hikarin. Sorry you're genetically inferior and a little ragweed almost killed you. Glad you lived long enough to post it on Hikari though. (Just messing with you
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>our internet providers and gobernments will soon force every image board site to make anons dox themselves to verify that they're not underage
It's over 
Eh, as a UK netizen I'm honestly not too worried. Our government does not understand what a computer is, and all of its prior forays into teh intarwebs have failed and been quietly swept under the rug. For example our previous prime minister made a big song and dance about his intent to replace our money with a cryptocurrency called "Britcoin" which has obviously since been completely forgotten about. Basically if you can crack a torrented copy of Photoshop without burning your house down then you're twelve steps ahead of Westminster when it comes to the Internet.
And f it does come to the Great British Firewall, the hard work has already been done for us by our Chinese friends, who have 30 years of experience in evading technofascist surveillance and have gotten so good at it that the CCP has pretty much given up on trying to stop them. I'm sure they won't mind us borrowing their tools lol.
(hopefully this shit will lead to there being far fewer people online and monolithic SNS "platforms" not being as omnipresent in the '30s as they have been in the '20s since the people mainly affected by these "child safety measures" are riajuu...)
>>10502 the chinese have what tools? i wish to have us all see what these things are currently, as preparation, before the uk shit go full force.
I was feeling nostalgic for some cartoons I watched when I was younger, so I watched some clips of it on YouTube. Can they use this to flag me as potentially being underage? I'm not exactly sure how they determine this. Said cartoons are from the late 90s, mid 2000s.
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hi. this post is meant for LOAfags only, posting to make certain things clear. if u dont know what that is then these aren't meant for your eyes. circumstances make me unable to post on 'usual places people go'. to start, u have to understand the POV of God. for God everything is and is not happening all at once, no time, no place, all in non-comprehendible infinity, it's all already happened, just ARE (thus, "I AM" is also "I AM All") from the minutest to largest, most horrid to most beautiful. say this realm we think we are in is in some kind of void. then God simply imagine "well i wanna make a small separate realm that's a small garden and fill with 5 wooden people" and he decided it then poof it's there in that void, and here's the important part, TO God both of these are now equally REAL (why wouldn't it be?). that garden isn't less real than our realm, it's equally REAL (thus, neither, nondually, realness as concept itself ceases). Understand! the thing with LOAfags "manifestors" is that they're human in this specific "earth realm" thus they came pre-programmed since birth forced by their own earth-being birth to see everything in a SCALE HIERARCHY OF REALNESS ("is that true?? veritas heh. what is veritas? only earth's shit). when they wake up from sleep they automatically think "oh that was just a dream now i go on with REAL life" this earth-being self programming forced them to separate things in hierarchy of supposed "realness" (because earth's creature-consciousness NEEDS it for survival etc). BUT TO GOD THERE'S NO SUCH THINGS AND CAN'T. Concept of "Real" doesn't even exist to God. everything simply just already ARE, already happened infinitely in infinity, nothing excluded, thus the VERY concept of "realness or less real" doesn't EVEN exist to GOD, no one thing can be somehow 'less' than another to HIM.
>>10270 how does this in any way affect us beings who must interact with the shared experience and be subject to pain in order to sustain our lives?
>>10271 In all honesty.
>>10514 One lecture among many. https://coolwisdombooks.com/neville/your-faith-is-your-fortune-neville-goddard/ Most lectures are basically roughly samey, but sometimes you stumble into ones where it gets really weird (like what i've posted in OP) It's basically an esoteric and extremely unorthodox interpretation of Christianity that turns the religion that you can see on its head, and people nowadays don't go too deep into it, and just do it to try to magically "manifest" things. If you've ever seen the whole weird magical "manifesting"/"LOA" thing on internet here and there, this Neville guy is where it all started. People who are into this thing is all over the internet, 4chan, reddit, tumblr, just type LOA or 'manifestation' and you'll find them easily. But Neville is the core of it all.
I will kick your ass 
do you guys have any ideas for a comfy job i could take? i am worried since i do not believe my neet life is sustainable any longer ...
>>9988 Security guard is the ultimate comfy NEET job.
>>10491 Absolutely true, if you get the right site. I mostly just read, study, and watch anime with little actual work to be done.
>>9988
I have a NEET job with a high entry barrier. I'm mission essential and just babysit the other crew and make sure pc's work
>>9988 if u can face people for few seconds each time u meet them, then a delivery rider. the comfy depends on weather and orders luck. it's literally the best for people who dislikes coworkers' bullshit for there's none. besides, you are -always- on the move, always kinetic, opposite to sitting in one place which have an effect on other wageslaver's mind (you don't understand it if you haven't done any) if u do not mind messing with your sleep cycle, then a nightshift bodyguard. the downside is this is already very close to police shit (and as we know police are people who sells their souls to whoever in power, so... up to u, depends on your morals and ideology), and there's a small chance of danger with criminals. coworkers' bullshit is also based on luck; if u get the alone one. then there's kurt cobain, worked as school janitor before he got big as a band. i bet that must have a certain solitary comfiness.
Ever played Pool before?
I tried it once, had no idea what I was doing but my dad was really good at it.
In high school I had a pool table in our garage. We fixed the garage up as a hang out spot and a bunch of friends would show up every weekend and sometimes everyday. I'd wake up in the afternoon and there would already be a party going in our hour. We played a lot of pool and I got very good at it. I could make really hard bank shots, was really good at english and could do trick shots. But I stopped playing years ago and now I suck compared to how good I was back then. So it's kind of frustrating to play. Pool isn't that hard. It's all angles and putting spin on the cue ball. You just have to play a lot and get a feel for it. We played a lot of 9 ball usually with 5-6 people. My friend's neighbor was really good at pool and let us hang out in his shop where he had a table. He stayed out there most nights because his wife was addicted to the internet/computer. He had a bunch of friends that were pool sharks. We learned a lot playing with them. They were so good that if you missed on your turn you were likely not getting another shot for 20+ minutes. Sometimes we'd have 8 people playing one game. Since we were young they didn't play for money when they played with us. They just practiced their game. They'd all go to pool halls and play for money. They took us a couple of times and I won a few games. I lost a lot too. The pool hall was really cool they had tons of tables and a bunch of 9 foot tables. You wouldn't think it'd make much difference but that extra foot really makes things much harder. I loved playing on those tables. They let you smoke and drink inside. You could bring your own liquor and everything. There aren't any pool halls here anymore now. When our state passed the no smoking inside law most of them closed up within a year. I think they're closing up most everywhere now. Young people don't go to them. When I went I was by far the youngest person there. Most people were 40+ years old and a lot of elderly guys. I think the pool hall sub-culture is dying off.
>>10465
pool halls are terrifying i'd reckon people lose lots there to boomers
>no smoking inside law
grim, the people still remains must've had fun seeing new people come in though 
>>10474 Back when I went to pool halls in high school the pool hall was a really smoky place. It looked like a fog bank in there. Same goes for the arcade. The only place I know of where people still play pool in public are some local bars. I've played a few games for money but never like in the pool halls. In the pool halls they played a lot of 9 ball and rotation. Rotation is really hard game and you can lose a lot of money fast. They also played a lot of 7-ball which is a lesser known variation of 9-ball. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seven-ball Really hard game to play if you aren't already really good.
